Wednesday, 8 January 2014

Have a Happy Journey Sis :)

Dear Priya,
                  First of all, Have a Happy Journey, This is gonna be a new phase in ur Life, & I just wish it brings u all the Happiness in the Whole World. I wish u & Bharath Mama  "A Very Happy & Prosperous Life Ahead :) "

Now this is gonna be a Transition for me too. Maybe I sometimes act like I'm a philosopher, but somewhere deep inside I"m still a Kid who is always wanting to grow & learning to control my Emotions :) ;) Though I was firm faced & trying to smile when u left, u just dunno how my Expression is at this moment. Yes I'm crying like a Kid. We've spent years together & u've been one of my Standing supports always. U've been there by my side at my failures, though u always say the opposite of what I Expect, U've tried to control me saying, "Overa Adada", when I just have Boosted my Confidence, U've Discouraged me many times when I just feel up & U've Encouraged me many more times during the times of my Failures.

U've always been there by my side to keep on & on Speaking more than Listening, though Recently its being a little Reverse ;) :P Just Remembering all those sweet moments we've shared ever since we were Kids!

I was a kid, & u were in ur 4th or 5th, How u used to irritate me u Bloody Idiot, What a Lovely kid I was, & u used to make me Run behind u like u were a Big Fairy Angel, & I used to go behind u Innocently, "Priya akka, Priya akka", I still Remember those times, u donkey , Crazy Donkey, but Remember, How I used to keep Asking Dad when I was in Balacca , "I want to go to the School where Priya akka goes!" & then When they joined me there, How I used to be Singing, "Nan Schoolukku Po mattan", & I had to compelled to go & sit in that class, with all those bars so we would not run out. Curse them man.

Remember our Watch fight, I still Remember how I made u cry, there no more "Priya akkas" , now I'm a Don 2 :D Then what about the times in which I took 2 weeks leave to school & u had to get the notes from Mrs.Barbarra who teased u so much! HAHAHA , I remember how u used to complain wen u cum bak home. That was Funny, I was happily lying on the bed & laughing :D

1st Std,
Idlis Everyday!!! eeeeeeeeeee, how mom used to torture us giving us Idlis everyday & how Variety Rice was really Exciting to us when we got it after a long span of Idlis.

3rd Std,
Remember the time I got admitted in Hospital & u had Fried Rice in our canteen without me & how I had fried rice leaving u when I came back! Wow, Yummy Taste, no other canteen aunties came with that tasty kaimanam after that.

4th Std,
I had a gr8 time when I sat with u & ur friends for sumtime. Thanks for dose times. But den I found my own set of people to mingle with.

6th Std,
U were in 12th, u were a "Social Service Captain ", OMG what a lot of Fans! When dey used to call me "Jayanthy thangachi, Jayanthy thangachi" , I used to get irritated. Not because I was jealous of u, I sure admired u for all ur Talents , Especially the Role u played in Dramatics , it was awesome :) Its just I like to be just seen for who I am as a person & a human being, Rather than being a Somebody's something or being called by some position. I wasn't Born with all that, neither am I gonna die with all that. K K, that's enough of Philosophy!! yeah, after 6th, no more u in school, I had to face the rest of the 6 years by myself. This is the time I got a new Gang, which lasted till my 12th & Still & hope it just Lasts forever. Gangsters, Lovely Idiots.

7th Std,
U grow up, go to college, I grow up, & start sharing Everything that ever happens in school with u like u are my mirror image. And u patiently listen, most times giving boring advices, which I follow Blindly cause I Love u!!! This is the time, I entered BasketBall, just 1 week for the Zonalds, & being selected for the school team in the Sub junior category! Wow I'm Excited :)

8th Std,
Things are getting Busy!! Studies & Games, Both going well. U having ur own College Life, ur Friends & Fun. We speak , but not a lot. Getting Busy in our own ways.

9th Std,
I try to speak to u , & ur like, "Common I have my own life, I don't have to keep listening to u all the time!" At the time it hurted me a lot. This is when i distanced from u , U were in ur teens & probably u need more Privacy. I get it now. But den our Relationship status had changed.

10th Std,
I was too Busy , I did not even have the time to speak to u. I was indeed very Stressed & Arrogant! Everybody who see me keeps advicing, Encouraging & Expecting. I've never been so Stressed in my Life before. Parents, Relatives, Vino Sir, Anand Sir, Sr. Josie, The Best Student Award, Centum Expectation in Maths, OMG This was like Hell, I've never doubted myself so much! I've never been so thorough & never have been this hughhhhhh, just waiting for my Boards 2 get over! PAAAAAAAA, to secure that 465/500 missing the school rank by 10 marks & 99% in maths, I still have no idea where I missed the 1 mark , & how Mrs. Devi was sad I missed the centum & how much it hurted me! Sometimes it still hurts me. But I've just learnt to love myself. I tried what I could. Maybe that was what was meant for me. The trip to Mumbai was Relaxing after the Boards :) Though u weren't able to accompany.

11th Std,
Wonder what's wrong with me, I just think too much. New members in the Basketball team, u got placed & had to move to Mysore, I missed u like Hell, crying Day & night, thank God I was still in the Main 5 in the team, BasketBall was my only Relief from all the Problems. 11th was awesome. The maximum no. of Tournaments was at this time. Most times , no school,  but kept going for all Tournaments, the matches we played, the Experience we had as a team, brought us all together & it was really a gr8 time to be with my Gang, we called ourselves Gangsters & naanga panna arathu iruke, appadi irundichu :) u were in Mysore all dis tym, & I remember the December Tour, Hell lot of fun we had together as a Family. Just Mom, Dad, u & me. I loved it :)

12th Std,
I don't think I ever studied in 12th, it was even more fun. Almost all my gang members were Captains, it was so much fun being 'Blue House Games Captain', How we used to fight over Red & Blue, cause u were in Red House & I in Blue House. This year also we had many Tournaments & u'l were always nagging me to Study. But till January we Had Matches, & Feb Study Holidays I studied like a Pei, Day & Night, Happa How I was, I don't Remember anything else except how veriya I was preparing dat 1 week, yellam oru peedhi dan, unga kittalam yaru thittu vangaradhu. Finally, the Board Results, Thank God it saved me, got an Engineering seat in Counseling.

Remember, how Happy I was once I picked Panimalar Engg College, & Remember the Conversation after I came out with u, Oodhana Baloon la Kathu pudingi vitta mari panna, at 1st I was disappointed, but now I'm thankful for finding myself back, I don't think any other place would have been apt for the purpose.

College 1st year,
I was very Busy dat I din't even care to speak to u. Unless the 2nd sem, something funny happened in college. Remember all dat. Craziest moments ever.

College 2nd year,
We've just started getting back to our normal states of Conversation.

College 3rd year,
How much ever u'l tel me to study, I'm not even touching my book. Now, I'm more matured (sometimes) than u, atleast I act more matured :P & u r d one seeking all d advice from me ;)

Final Year,
Ur married & have to Leave to Bangalore, & here I am giving u My HEARTIEST WISHES, for u to HAVE THE BEST OF BEST IN THE YEARS TO COME :) :D

With all the Love from God, Have A Happy & Fun Filled & Prosperous Life for the years to come :)

Once again,
Wish u a very Happy Life Ahead :)

Happy Life Sis :)

Dear Sis,
                 This poem is for ur Life Ahead, Hope u take it.

Dear Sister, Dear Sister,
Now ur married to a Mister,
So ur beginning with a new Life,
As a Sweet & Happy Wife :)

This is a New Phase,
For u to Face!
I know Everything is gonna be New,
But take one step at a time few by few.

I'm Happy u've Entered a Great Family,
Maybe their ways are a little different from ours,
But what matters is the person they are!

Sometimes Life gives u more than what u Expect,
Sometimes it compels u to live upto what it Expects!
Time changes many things,
But we couldn't switch over time with wings!

Some situations have to be Faced
Rather than just Chased!

I just wish Everything just goes well :)
I wish u both have a very Happy & Prosperous Life ahead :)
May the Good Lord be with u Always :)

Love u :)

Tuesday, 7 January 2014

Thank u Masters & Thank u so much each one of my Seniors !!! U guys just don't know how grateful I am !!!

Dedicated To my Family, my Masters & my Seniors,
                                            Ever since I was a kid, I've only been hearing be careful kiddo when ur with boys, remember ur always a girl, be this, be that & full of opinions from all ends! And moreover the TV shows, from the movies to serials, Everything always shows like all these craps about boys & girls!!!
But I've just realized that its whats within u that comes to u!! If have a want or fear of lust , thats what reflects on u. "IF U WANT TO CHANGE ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD 1ST CHANGE URSELF"

In the Recent years, everybody around have lost the most essential thing a human being needs to live a Happy Life , "TRUST", Almost for everything small to big thing there is loss of Trust. Everywhere talks about Rape! I just want to share a small Experience which has made me break my fears & start Trusting men as equally as I Trust woman.

Friday night 8.00 pm,

This was the day we had to start for our "INTERNATIONAL OPEN KARATE CHAMPIONSHIP - 2014 INDIA" held at Karikal. So long, I thought it was 2 girls my friend Shruthi & myself gonna travel with 11 Seniors all boys along with our 2 Beloved Masters. But last minute she dropped out & I had to be the only girl traveling with 13 men. I know these people for the past 6 months & I Trust them as much as I Trust myself. But before I start , my mom! "What u r the only girl! Sruthi isn't coming. Kalam kettu poirukku ma, batharama poittu vaama(3)" this batharama poittu vaama I would have heard it atleast a 20 more times before I left. Not enough my mom, next comes my Ammama, "yen ma, idalam thevaiya ma, ithoda niruthiko seriya,kungfu lam venam,  kalam kettu poiruku ma, yenama vilayadara, parru yeppadi thurumba yelaichi poita!" (my mind voice - yo nan yentha kalathila ya kunda irundirukan! aalaluku Advice panreenaga! ponga ya, unga Rowsu thangala!)

Thank God, atleast my Dad understood how important this Tournament was for me! Thank u so much Daddy :) And my sister as usual, a pillar of Strength & Support Encouraged me with her words. Thanks Priya :)

Now, back to the Journey, we started at 8.30 pm from Chennai, the Van boarded was one of our Senior's Van , Mr. Velmurugan, Thank u Senior , that was a Wonderful Journey, Thank u so much!
It was a comfortable Van of 15 members seating. I was so afraid how the seating would be at 1st! But then when I was allocated a single seater , it boosted me with a lot more of Happiness & Trust & I was really excited of the Journey, forgetting all the blemishes & doubt my Mom, & her mom had left on my mind. Here I am Ready for the Journey!

But 1 shocking news from Ashok Senior, "Karthiga u r not supposed to sleep if ur sitting there!" (MindVoice)! "Vada poche! 1 night thookam pocha ! Nan sethan! " appathan Anil Master Deivam attam yenna kapathinaru! " 2 seater onnu freeya irukku ma, adha yeduthuko" How Releived I felt!

Dinner Time 9.30 pm,
                    My mom had given, Pooris for all, 12 is a big number when it comes to girls (indeed adulaye meendhu pogum) but I came to know it was a small count for a Single boy! But Guna senior also had Brought chappathis, so we just ate all this in the Van, & then they were all Hungry & halted at a  Hotel for Dinner, where I just had Ice cream.

Then Back to the Journey, I took my 2 seater! Koundhu kuppara paduthu ore thookam dan! then, v reached Karaikal at 4 am. Here again, all seniors were given a classroom in a school for getting ready! Masters were given a hotel room, & Masters took me along with them. There were 2 beds in the Room, & both masters slept in a single bed, & gave a cot for me, I felt like I was with my Elder Brothers!So much of Sacrifice & Simplicity! My Masters Rock! I really feel so grateful for being me & for all the people around me!

Saturday 9.00 am, at the Venue for the Tournament,
                            Never had anything from morning , Damn Hungry, waiting for the Registration! Weight checked, Seniors have delivered their commands, given my chest no. "I got 22, just 1 no. before my favourite Basektball player's chest no. 23 Michael Jordan" my friend Sruthi got 23, but that's ok.
Then by 9.30 am, we left for a Veg hotel for our Breakfast, angadan highlighte! Ha ha hahaaaaa! Semma comedy! We ordered so many things & we were waiting for our food. One of our Seniors Soorya Charan ordered Dosa & all 3 others in dat table also ordered the same, we all except him got the food, den all the other people also got the food, masala dosa, onion uthapam, pongal, even special Dosa came, den we all went for 2nd round poori, our senior still waiting , we were all Bursting out with Laughter, so much Fun :D den finally he got his ordinary Dosa, & den we finished our fun filled breakfast & left again for the Venue.

10.30 am, Tournament Begins,
                         OMG!!! I'm so excited, there were 4 Chief Guests, 1 among them - Monika Bhardwaj, IPS WOW!! how Idolising she was !!! Such a gethu, she looked so Stunning in that Uniform , so Admirable! I couldn't just take my eyes of her!! Den der was the other chief guests speech! And after all that, the Most awaited Tournament! We were all split into different categories, according to our age & gender. And then the events took place one by one. All of us who participated from our Institute got a prize, Some of us even got more than 1, thanks to "CHINESE BLACK TIGER KUNGFU ASSOCIATION" for giving me such an Opportunity. This event has really given me an Opportunity to overcome some of my Stacked up fears!!
The events in the Tournament for me were, Individual Kumite & Individual Kata . It went really well. All the award distribution & everything got over by 11pm, & our Institute had secured 32 prizes overall with 14 members. That is an awesome count!!! The most awaited Tournament got over so soon!!!

11.45 pm, In Kothu Barotta shop,
                       All of us were damn hungry!! Kolla pasi!! (Yellam Madattam Sapadranunga!!!) mutta dosa, kothu barotta, barotta kurma, half boiled (with eating techniques), chilli chicken, pepper chicken, the list goes on. Now it was my time be mocked I guess. Everything came except my Item, & my senior had a good laugh this time! Luckily I was waiting for it become 12, cause I don't eat non-veg on Saturdays, den finally had my serving , wow it was yummy! And the half-boiled, dat jelly, the liquid part was very good!! A good dinner & den back to our lodging facilities! Had a good night's sleep!

 Sunday , 6.00 am, Starting to Saneeshwarar Temple with Masters,
                     I feel really lucky to stand in front of my favourite God, Lord Shiva, Standing in front of Shiva Lingam & keeping a Big Lotus flower before Him, wow it just felt Heavenly!!! Then saw all the other Deities & did Archana for my family & this was one temple in which u can take back ur Archana bag. Then got some Prasadam & went out of the Temple to have some Breakfast. Had Idli & Poori, the Poori was too good, correct oil level & damn tasty. And this was the time I kept hearing my Master's favourite word! "TEA" I would have heard that word a hundred more times dat day! Even if I hear tea now, its driving me crazy!

                   Then back to the school to pick up all the seniors & start our Journey back home! We just dropped in at a small place for our lunch & reached Home by 5 pm.

This was one of the Best Journeys I've ever Had, & I enjoyed every moment of it! I didn't feel a big difference being a girl, I indeed felt really comfortable & honoured  to be with such good hearted people!