Thursday, 17 September 2026

Divine Within - Heal and Let Go , Love and Move on !!!

 Dear little one, 

If you had seen and grown up with your parents fighting, 

always remember , your parents fought because of their insecurities and fears

It was never about you, You were never the reason your parents fought

You may have physically grown up over the years, but deep down your hurts may still be there

Triggering you unconsciously

Today, I want you to address those emotions, acknowledge those fears, anxiety, panic you are holding deep down inside you

Today you have grown up beautifully, and believe you can finally handle those big emotions

Watch them, acknowledge them and Let them Go

Forgive your parents as they definitely did the best they can with all the awareness they had at that time

Lets not normalize Emotional abuse, in family , school or in any relationships.

Every relationship needs Respect more than Love, and both begins with you learning to respect, value and love your own self.

Forgive yourself, as you were too young to handle the world back then, 

Today you can handle the world better, because you know yourself better

You are worthy, you are Loved 

- To my dear little inner child

                                                                                                               Karthiga Govindarajan 



Today I love my parents, because I've learnt to love myself
We are all Souls - Divine Sparks in different Vessels 


Sunday, 7 January 2018

Instructor, Senior or Akka ;)

Today our Students returned from Karaikal Tournament. As I said, I am on leave for the next 2 months, So unfortunately I had to skip this Tournament.

The students returned morning somewhere around 5.30 am. After coming, one of the Students texted me his Victory along with photo. I was happy to be acknowledged. It was a proud moment for me. One of the Students I've trained won Gold Medal in Nationals. Happy for you my Boy :)

So, Sent him my wishes and got a reply "Thanks akka"

My 1st Thought,
"Ada paavi, 2 months leave la irundha, Instructor la irundhu akka va mathitaney"

2nd Thought,
"Atleast akka nu sonane, instead of aunty"

3rd Thought,
"Instructor or Senior comes out of Respect, but akka comes out of Love & Respect. So, in some way I have touched his life, thats why he shared his happy moment with me even if he didn't have to :) " This made me happy.

Thank you God. That was a good moment :)

1 Year Working & 2 Months Break!!!!

By God's grace & with the support of my Family, started my Career as a Martial Arts Instructor on Dec 1 2016. Little did I know the difficulties & Multi tasking needed in the profession. Yes I guess am an amateur at it :D

Thought of kizhichifying a lot and entered the profession, but the profession kizhichified me a lot and now I am on a 2 months break. When I entered I thought I could keep practicing a lot.. But then, I had a lot of Admin work put on me, lots of calls, Social networking updates, Attendance maintenance, Fee updates, Belt List maintenance, Designing & ofcourse Martial Arts Training - and a little of Self Practice ;) Overall management of an Institute. All these on a 24/7 working Days., 365 Days Boss!!!

I am a person, even during school & college time, the 1st thing I see is the calender to note when are the days we have leave so as to know the count of attendance. This Lifestyle was far too hectic for me. And as my Mind & health went a little too low beyond average, I have decided to take a break now. For 2 whole months since Dec 23rd 2017.

Just realized that even the things we are passionate about if done under compulsion we could have a repulsion to it.!!!

I still Love my Art, but these Admin jobs drive me crazy!!!

God, Show me a way. Plsssss.

Wednesday, 16 November 2016

Dreams come True!!!

After 6 years of continuous Prayers and Perseverance to get a career in the field of Sports, The Universe seems to have answered my prayers finally. Beginning my Career as a Martial Arts Instructor at Chinese Black Tiger Kung-Fu Association from Dec 1st.

Feeling Blessed., Happieee., Challenging and Amazed at how prayers and Hard work changes our lives from the pit and brings it to a real standpoint.

Looking forward to have an Established career .

Thank you God for always pulling me to the right path and Keeping me on track and protecting me from all hindrance. Always guide me and make me tread the righteous path.


Ever Faithful
Karthiga G 

Saturday, 12 March 2016

What's my Career???

Completed Engineering for my Parents. Though I like to learn the working of machines, its just not my passion.

What is my Career?

Dear Universe,

Please guide me, Connect me to my Deeper Sense of Self and Help me Figure out what I want of my Life, what is that I want to make as my Profession.

I'm Really Thankful for my Job, but I'm sure this is not my cup of Tea. Please Guide me and Help me Succeed in my Passion.

Show me the path. Lead me , Guide me in your Holy Way.

Love ,
Karthi


http://createacareer.org/fun-jobs/

I share this link, cause I found it informative and useful.

Tuesday, 8 March 2016

Happieee Women's Day to all the Lovely women in this World !!!

Started my Day with Exercise, Did Taichi for 30 minutes and practiced Kungfu and Gymnastics for an hour and a half, and feeling the Gusto and Energy whole day long. Overall an Energetic Day!!! (No wonder I'm sitting in front of my Blog :P )

On this Wonderful Day,  I just want to share some Experiences.

Had my Night Shift yesterday and had to come back home by Public Transport Early morning. At 6 am Standing in the Bus stop and waiting for a Bus or Share auto. Finally Learning to Face my Fears.
Standing there , many thoughts coming to mind, I started watching my Thoughts.

"What if somebody attacks me.?" "What if somebody Kidnaps me?" "OMG!! What if somebody comes for my purse, my Mobile!!!" Many more scary and Funny thoughts!!!



I said to myself, "Karthi Calm , Take a deep breathe in and breathe out and please look around. Look around and see the Reality. All is good. People just like you moving on with their Everyday chores. They are also Running for a Living just like You. Nobody has the Time for any nonsense. So, please start Thinking Sense.!"

Then, I calmed down and looked around, "Wow, what a Wonderful morning it was!! So Bright and Beautiful, The Sun Rise, that image of the Golden Red Orange and Yellow Sun, still Stands in my eyes, Mother Nature, what a Beauty and Essence you are, and the Sky and Breeze so Chill , Cooling and Calming my Mind, was Such an Immense pleasure and I had one Heavenly moment when Finally I noticed a Share auto coming and boarded it and  Continued my Journey towards Home.


So when we start to Watch our Fears without Judging ourselves we connect to our Inner Reality which is So beautiful, so Calm and Peaceful, It was a great Start and I Thank my Shift for Finally this is my 1st year I've been awake totally for MahaShivaRathri, "OM NAMAH SHIVAYA" "I Bow to The Divinity Inside me" . Overall, Overcoming my Fears and Seeping into Reality is Such a Beautiful Experience, I wish all Humans Find that inner peace and Reflect that Inner Joy to the world around them and make this World a Kind, Happy, Peaceful, Joyous World to Live In.

Once again, Happy Women's Day to all the Brave , Beautiful and Lovely Women of this World and Good Day wishes to all the Loving , Caring and Supporting men in this World.

Lets Make ourselves Better and also make this World the Best place to Live in. Lets live not just Exist :)